Guardian of Abba’s Child,
I was vulnerable in my abandoned state, left to your guardianship by faith. They knew not that this was a terrible mistake. You clothed yourself in religion to cover your nakedness. You masked yourself in false sacredness. You lied to me about what daddy’s and daughters sometimes do, knowing that a father or mother I never really knew. You insisted on rules and regulations and displayed a God with very little patience. You set an eternal ladder before me and caused me to envision a God who was never for me. You forgot to tell me that I’m Abba’s child, so much more than a social worker’s file. You’re mistaken if you thought I would never awaken to the truth. I remember the true you, not the one you displayed for others to see. I remember what you did to me. Yet, there is no hatred or bitterness in my heart, cause my Abba gave me a completely new start. My only concern is for any others you may have bated and violated since that time. I pray for exposure and closure on their behalf. I pray that they find their way to Salvation’s path. Yes, I even pray for you, that you would repent and turn to the Truth. You were called to be a guardian of Abba’s child, so much more than a social worker’s file. I forgive you and declare God’s desire to forgive, deliver and heal you too.
Abba’s Reconciled Child